I'll give it away in the first sentence--it's sad. It's sad when anyone with a talent throws it away. It's sad when one's inner demons get the upper hand and life spirals out of control. It's sad that the life of an innocent was lost this way.
It's also an occasion for anger. That Spector was allowed to behave this way for so long, that he was not called on his behavior previously and perhaps prevented from creating this tragic tale. (Although confronting a gun-toting man may not be the brightest course, now that I think of it.) It angers me that guns are so readily available in this country--few or no questions asked, no well-regulated militia on the scene, and automatic weapons flooding so high in this country that they overflow our border and encrimson the lives of our Mexican neighbors.
Guns in rap culture is a common if tired trope, but guns and rock and roll have a well-established pedigree as well, as the case of Spector demonstrates. Ted Nugent in the 70s (and probably even now, I haven't been keeping tabs on the Nuge) was a vociferous advocate of guns. (But he was always about hunting, wasn't he?) And, famously, from the Stax/Southern soul world, there was the instance of Wilson Pickett, who was reputed to have had a gun battle with the Isley Brothers, pulled a gun in the Stax studio, and was fined for carrying a loaded shotgun in his car in 1987.
The demons, failings, and tragedies are regretable. The music is the thing we should remember, and we do, mostly--save for when our prurient natures get the better of us, and we wonder about what would drive someone to do such a crazy or despicable thing. But "Be My Baby" and "You've Lost That Loving Feeling," in the case of Phil Spector, or "Land of 1000 Dances" in the case of Wilson Pickett, have a way of moving us beyond those thoughts, and into a reverie of what music means and how good it can make you feel.
Music producer Phil Spector, center, surrounded by his defense team during closing arguments at the retrial murder case in Los Angeles in March, courtesy of the New York Times. And, as an aside, would you really want the guy on the right on your defense team?
For more information on the Phil Spector story, see this objective take from the UK.